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FeyrieStrange

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Disaster Type: Anxiety Spill

Terror clenched at my heart. I could feel it’s grip tight in my chest. My eyes oozed what felt like thick black liquid from my tear ducts in the place of tears. I knew it was impossible but it was the only thing that felt real. The black ooze. I can feel it filling up my lungs, suffocating me over flowing up my throat and out my mouth. I can’t contain it, it spills forth onto anything I touch and sprays onto anything I speak to. Once it's out of me it stains like red wine permanently placing events in my timeline that I can’t forgive in the moment. In the back of my mind a cloud of it formed. It was slow and barely noticeable at first but now the only way I can describe it is the shrill scream I want to release when thinking about it. The constant movement and changing shapes, I can hear it cackling wickedly in the most degrading way. Shame fills my cheeks and anger pumped through my body with no one to blame but myself. I turn inward, self destructing, screaming my fury into existence
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Artist // Student // Digital Art
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  • Deviant for 14 years
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I'm and have always been a very passionate person, a bundle of determination when it comes to the arts. Over the years my expression has taken many art forms. This is a home for them all. Traditional, was my first form and it will forever be something I come back to in times when I feel lost. Painting, has always brought me comfort like sitting on a soft cloud with a summer breeze after an exhausting day. A deep breath of fresh air. Photography, really gives me another perspective. It's a lens in which I can appreciate the natural beauty around me. Reminding me there is light in the simplest things. Writing allows me to create a world safe away from this one based purely on containing whatever I feel is needed. Digital art is currently my biggest teacher. I'm learning to paint and shape in a different way while creating bigger projects than I was able to before. They all play their part just as I do in being the vessel. As an artist, I must create, it's what I do. It's that simple. There is no other choice for me.


"I am the colors you can't even imagine, the hues you dream about and the madness that lay in between them."


Favourite Movies
Lord of the Rings
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Hollywood Undead
Favourite Books
Looking for Alaska, Vampire Academy series
Favourite Games
Any game in the Legend of Zelda series
Life changes are happening! Once step at a time.🤩
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It's amazing to me how many people are still active on this account, thank you.💕
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I painted today for the first time in awhile. It's not done yet and I'm not sure how to feel about it. But I'm proud I made the time to do it.
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